Things are getting more complicated. I am still learning. 

I don't know why but I feel like I am kinda lost.

I don't know what should I do so I decided to blog.

This is a place where I didn't visit very often. As you can see, the last post was 2014.

I lost some of the memories. 

I remember some, I forgot most of it.

I am trying to learn the past, what kinda person am I.

Why did I change till like this.

The person who I care most, don't seems to understand me.

I am feeling kinda lost and insecure now.

My friends told me I am overthinking.

The person I care, seems to become more distant to me.

I did share, I tried to change. But I don't know how to bring my message across.

Whenever, we meet, I will starts to complain. 

Is that normal?

I don't understand. I really need to change.

As people grow up, the one who really stay around them get lesser.

Leaving/parting become something common

Sending them away can be challenging too at times.

So many things to say and to share, but everything is just kept in the heart

So hard to express. 

Deep down, im not sure what i really want.

Sometimes, i do really care..

As usual, keep on and off from my blog. I dont really has the habit of writing any post anymore. But i think i will try to update some things here so that in the future i will be able to refer back to here with some memories like what i am doing now.

 

Dont know since when i start questioning myself. Those questions which makes me feel down, upset, troubled and even in doubt. I think it's because of the people and the enviroment that leads to all these questions. Or maybe the things i encountered plays a part too. Dont really like this kind of feeling. But this is LIFE, everyone has to go through this. and luckily, it didnt stay in my mind for too long as i got distracted by other stuffs easily.

 

The feeling of doubts like for myself or any people/things. It just pull people down to somewhere they shouldnt belong to, as they start to develop a form of thinking called "worry". Assumptions and negative thoughts will appear and make that person become more depress. That's why i dislike about that.

Even though it's hard to prevent one from having the negative thoughts. But must constantly remind yourself that you shouldnt stay at that "problem" for too long.

 Nothing is impossible.

 If you can solve it, do it. If not, just walk away.This is not a form of avoid, but why have to keep thinking when there's nothing we can do. We have to find something to make ourselves HAPPY.

 Being happy, it will grow more happiness.

 

Always do something to make yourself a better person compared to yesterday.

 

HAHA, okay. It's time to stop my nonsense.

【那些年，我們一起追的女孩】電影主題曲《那些年》官方正式MV

It had been so long since i took a long leave for a vacation.

At most, i would take one or two days to rest at home to run some errands. However, i still feel very tired after the short break. Therefore, i decieded to plan for a holiday  trip to oversea.

WOOHOO, yes! A trip to China. 

Finally, this mean i was able to excuse myself from my work.

During the trip, i went to places for sightseeing and relaxing. Experienced the other side of the world/people. Weather was pretty cold there during the morning and night. Didnt really perspired that much there. Or i can say i didnt perspired at all. haaa! A few pictures t share. These are two pictures which i like the most.

 

Snow Mountain

Mountain

 

Even though it might be short, but i enjoyed it a lot. At least, i could get away from the work for the time being.

Take a break, have a kit kat!

Simply miss the weather and scenery over there.

FINALLY I CAN LOG INTO THIS BLOG! ALL THANKS TO FANFAN!

 

haha! Had not been blogging for a very long time.
Seriously, I cannot remember what's my email even though I had used for almost one year?
Cannot deny that my memory is not that good as before.
Luckily, there's fanfan. Managed to track back my email.
The old BlogSpot is still better compared to the new one which I created a few months ago.
Nvm, shall use back this blog!
 Cheers, everyone! *even though there's no one here*



I'm back to my blog. A big ball-like beautiful earth appearing in my blog, really like th background a lot. Times really flies, it's 25th of May 2011. I cannot really remember when did i last log in my blog. I felt that it's like quite long ago, maybe like a few months ago. Recently, a lot of things happen to me. I was once depress for my job, academic, friends and etc. However, currently i am glad that everything is getting better.





Anyway..... it's 2505! H1Y5M! :)


i know this is not real. however, lasted until now.
thanks for being there for me